Being cynical about life ,when it seems as though there is no reprieve ,or when life deals you less-than-you-desire , is a bad place to be….I don’t want to be that person,residing in that place…I have had my bad trip through the “demented” tulips,and got a rusty nail, for all my troubles.I have been to that dead end street, before…..good news, I could leave by making a “you-turn”….and speed like a bat out of hell ,from that place,away from regret avenue,or any of the “side-streets” associated with it ….a very bad part of town ,in my humble opinion.
When I used to say,” I didn’t need “someone” ….the undercurrent was muddied with regret over what I had done in that relationship ,as well as what was done to me ….It wasn’t the right place for me to be….my “emotional” address was listed as : 1000 Cynicism Way,Nowhere ,zip-code zero….It wasn’t profitable…all I got from it was loss…I wasted my precious time on an investment which was useless,and dilapidated….A real “lemon”,and the “lemonade ” was nothing but pure bile…. trust me .
Cynics are magicians, they can turn anything into “critical”mass”…(I am using the words ,with a certain nuance to it …)They become professional “critics”, of everything…except being critical of their own critical mindset ….anything that goes to “critical mass stage:” is bound to have an explosive effect ,sooner or later,leaving nothing but destruction ,and possible extinction of their own spirit…..
What kind of “investment” is that? All it leads to is a crash with no survivors…….